Tuesday, July 26, 2011

if i can write just one

“If I can write just one decent short story, I’ll be satisfied.” –Donald Ray Pollack

If you have an opportunity, listen to this interview with author Donald Ray Pollack. It’s a hopeful yet grounded story of self-discovery, self-discipline and reinvention.

And on a personal note, I love the borrowed advice he shares for aspiring writers: type out short stories to learn their rhythms and textures.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

composting

I’m re-reading Writing Down the Bones to get myself pumped about the practice of writing. That word — practice — has been bothering me lately. I think my disgust is at least one part laziness and another naivety. What I mean by that is that when I see someone soar — in their element, doing their thing — I fail to acknowledge all they hours they put into it. I assume they take the stage and magic hits. So many artists, writers, athletes, performers, etc., when they tell their stories, recount how they’ve been doing whatever it is they do since they were born, or so it seems. Born to do what they do. Somehow I hear this and mistake their lifetime of practice for a mysterious gift. The truth is that it is some gift and a whole lot of practice, at least in most cases.

In Writing Down the Bones, the author suggests practice is like composting. As we add material to our pile, turn it over and apply heat, we develop a rich soil that will nourish the growth of new things. This was a helpful metaphor for me for a few reasons:

  • If the same idea comes again and again, it doesn’t mean I lack creativity; it’s a thought that needs turning and time.
  • Lots of different materials can be thrown into the pile — in fact, the more, the better. Even if it seems like trash.
  • “Understanding this process cultivates patience and produces less anxiety.” Author’s words.
  • My practice isn’t wasted. It is enriching the soil and making my writing fertile.

Along these lines, I’ve been feeling the need for more material for my pile -- or rather, the ability to recognize it. A full day in a downtown office can leave me feeling as sterile as the building I work in, my thoughts as monotonous as the offices filled with identical furniture, and as emptied as the streets here after 7pm (this is downtown Los Angeles, after all… some cafes here don’t even open on the weekends!). So I’m brainstorming ways to add to my pile. I made a short list to remind myself of where I find inspiration:

  • Being outside
  • Watching movies
  • Reading magazines, especially thoughtful ones
  • Museums
  • Being quiet
  • Poetry
  • The beach
  • Conversations with people, and especially meeting new people
  • Making collages, or other things, with my hands
  • Hearing about other people’s childhoods
  • New music; live music
  • bookstores and stationary shops
  • And (let's be honest) coffee helps!
Update: more inspiration:
  • playing with children
  • thoughtful interviews
  • NPR
  • looking at the stars

And now I turn to you, dear readers: How do you find material to nourish your craft or your life? Please share anything and everything! Let’s get some piles turning.

Another update: You can find the reading from the book here.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

small beginnings

courtesy of Crossfit 626

Do not despise these small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin... -Zechariah 4:10.

In April my housemates and I started attending a community crossfit gathering every Saturday morning. These workouts are intense. I've been doing yoga and running for a few years now, but these seem like child's play when you are faced with 100 burpees. Especially when you can only really properly do, like, two. Those first few sessions were killer. Who am I kidding, they still are.

And yet I see progress. My arms are stronger, my mind is stronger and my endurance for strength training is increasing. As you can see in the photo above, my form still isn't great, but I'm doing it.

This week I'm starting a creative writing class, one I signed up for with much anticipation. Now I feel insecure and a dull ache of dread whenever I think about my writing assignments and the ideas that have been percolating. It's because I know my beginning will be very small. Like doing two burpees in the face of the 100 required. But you have to start somewhere... This photo and scripture are my inspiration for my beginning.

Oh, and for sticking with those burpees.

(Photo courtesy of Crossfit626.)

Thursday, June 30, 2011

photo free-write: thunderstorms, and what comes after

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Photo free-write is regular feature on revisions blog. Each post includes a photo that inspired me in some way and the story, memory or reflection it prompted. These entries are as un-edited as I get here.

Thunderstorms are one of the best parts of East Coast summers. A Pennsylvania girl until I was 24, I was shocked when a friend who had moved from Southern California told me there were rarely thunderstorms where she grew up. What was summer without the frenzy of booms and bright flashes of lightning in the afternoon or evening? One time I drove to the airport to fetch this same friend when she returned from a trip to visit family, and not 10 minutes from our apartment a thunderstorm started, and the rain became so thick that I had to pull over until it slowed. In the parking lot where I stopped, water flowed like a shallow stream around car tires. And then, like that, it was over.

What I love most about thunderstorms is what comes after. The air that had been thick with humidity just minutes earlier is torn in two, like a veil. End even with sticks and leaves strewn about, torn off trees by winds and rain, a dead calm comes around. If we’re really lucky, the sun will start to show, giving us a rainbow or gleaming drops on green grass. It only lasts a minute, but if you’re still long enough to catch it, the moment is like a meditation. I guess you could say that thunderstorms remake us.

(photo by Melissa at boo21smom and darbysdaily.blogspot.com, spotted on Poppytalk summer color week. She says, “The photo was taken on a road outside of Fredericksburg, VA during a thunderstorm in early June.”)

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

summer vacation

At the beach

lazy mornings
sand in unexpected places
long walks on the boardwalk
salt water taffy
soft serve ice cream
crashing waves
that tired-from-the-sun feeling
lots of reading
sun sparkles on the ocean waves
seagulls
warm salty air
dunkin donuts
nieces and nephews
chatting over coffee
lingering over dinner

August 5 can't come soon enough...

(Photo of Ocean City, NJ by izik)

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

on writing well

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This is one of my newest used bookstore purchases. It's a first edition, published in 1976, and since a few revisions have been published, including a 30th anniversary edition a few years ago. Some examples are outdated, but that only makes the read more fun. I can feel good things coming from my study of his principles already.

Here are a few notes so far:
  • warmth and humanity are what all good writing should express
  • learn to control your material (this is the basis for the whole book)
  • care deeply about words
  • simplify; cut out the clutter
  • you will learn to write by writing
  • unity of thought and style is important
I'd love to hear your thoughts. What is your favorite manual for what you're learning? And what are the most important principles for your craft that you've learned so far? Or are learning now?

Thursday, June 23, 2011

summer reading

Those of us who read the books we read, fiction or non-fiction, because we want to get into another character’s brain — I think we’re voyeurs, and that’s what we’re looking for in our books. -Nancy Pearl, NPR interview

This morning I wanted to share with you this short spot from NPR about good summer reads. All of the books sound fabulous, and the cover art and titles alone make me want to rush out and buy a few of these.

The quote came at the end of the radio interview, and I totally resonated with the idea of wanting to get into somebody else’s brain or life. (A few months ago, helping a friend pack up her things for a move, I happily busied myself wrapping photo frames and packing books, allowed passage into new territory in this friend's life.) Thankfully, Ms. Pearl's observation encourages me to channel my voyeuristic tendencies into reading a few of these books instead of romping around facebook.

On my summer reading list: The Chronicles of Narnia (already finished the first two books), hopefully some E.M. Forster, and I've been meaning to read Silent Spring. Hopefully also some poetry.

What are you reading now, or this summer? And what are your goals in reading? Purely educational, escaping into a new story, getting into someone else's skin?